So Sick...

Disclaimer: This post has nothing to do with Ne-Yo and his music. Sorry if that disappoints you. 

Today is Thursday. That means I have been gone from school for two and a half days. I wish I could say these are the only two and a half days of school I've missed, but unfortunately the beetus has been a big problem this year. As of right now, at 8:28 pm on Thursday, October 4,2012, I have 37 absences and have been late to my early bird class 3 times. Don't get me wrong, I don't like missing school. It causes more stress to me than necessary but right now, I am more sick than I have been in a while. I don't remember the last time I got so sick I couldn't eat more than one bite of anything without vomiting. Sorry if that was too much information.

I wish I knew why I got so sick all of a sudden. These things are unexplained to me. The only thing I do know is I'm stressed which is making my sickness worse. AP Chem, AP Lang, Advanced Pre Calculus, Spanish 3 and US History is a whole lot to have on my plate. Now add missing two and a half days in a row to that and you've got a hot mess. Me. I have been frantically trying to keep my dinner down while working on school work my friend's informed me of and watching an abundance of NCIS, Law and Order: SVU, and sleeping. No matter how crappy I feel tonight, I will find myself awake at 5:20 am straightening my hair and doing my makeup because high school is a judgmental place, and I'm stressed enough. I don't need the bitchy comments on how my hair looks bad in a ponytail, I should really put some makeup on, and sweat pants aren't flattering for someone like me.

I'll see you all tomorrow and although I guarantee I WILL feel like shit, I WILL look fantastic because that's my job as a teenage girl. To look good when I feel like death, too many drinks last night, and food poisoning have all hit me at once. I expect each and every one of you to be ecstatic to see me tomorrow. I'm excited to see all of you. <3

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